Again shopping at mustafar centre...hur hur hur
i was darm tired but can't let him go alone..
and i knoe he too wanted me to go...
so off to mustafar...
thought of buying adidas slippers....
but he said that it doesn't suite me...hur hur
so brought towels for us and some nonsense things...
yeah brought a lock for his room...
so that bitch can't enter the room...
imagine one day she will to come and all my things will be vanish...
i will kill her...evil laugh...

today werk morning...
after werk
again will be his takraw training...
and i jus can;t wait to see him play...
u are one hot takraw player la cyg....

not like some people...
say that he represent the school and watever shit...
end up in front of my father...he played so bad...
so maluu.....
forget abt tis stupid topic...

okay bf jus finish oiling....
so having breakfast wit him...
chioz

it was my off day yesterday...
so jus sleep at home..
wash clothes,hang up the clothes...
da mcm housewife seh....
kemas sikit2 bilik dia...
than waited for him to reach home...
plan was to go toa payoh with nad but she had dinner with her sis...
so after he reach home around 6 plus went to toa payoh to get my pants..
and had early dinner as his having takraw at 8pm..
after that straight to pasir ris for his training...
and here come the exciting part...

after his training....we went mustafa centre..
plan was to buy slipper end up slipper was out of stock
to we shop for our daily uses....
reach home abt 12am ...
was about to sleep than he check my hp...
sumone msg me...wanna go dance???
than i look at him...
he jus say lets go...
i was so excited...
reach clarke quay around 1 plus...
had a drink...
straight to atitica but darm
he is wearing short pants...
so next stop us RABEL...
and the fucking bouncer say that he can't go in maybe due to his tatoo or staff.
than i stating to get frustrated...
so last stop was zirka...
lastly he can enter.,...
but it was darmmm borrriiingggg...
i was wit my fren and he started to walk around...
when he came back he pull me all the way...
guess wat there's a link from zirka to rabel...
i was so excited...
we dance till dawn...
wuhahahha heaven seh....
the best nite i had...after so long...
at least his the sporty type...hehehhe...
i mean he understand me
and he knoes that the purpose was jus to enjoy and release stress....hehhe
loving him so much....
back home and was darm shacked but he never miss to hug me the whole nite...
today werking...
next stop where darling????

as pay is coming
days tend to be very slow...
up coming plan...
wanna buy new helmet...hehehe
wanna buy new slipper....
maybe do my hair...highlight???

yesterday went back home but for onli a few hours...
was eating with mama....
mama was nagging and nagging...
and me eating watching tv...
after that went straight to bed....
around 10 plus he came to pick me up..
had late dinner at tis prata shop
and u imagine if u dine there the prata onli cost u 50 cent...
onli prata kosong la...
straight home...
wanted to watch tis Tali Pocong Perawan...
open half way and both of us were in our dreamland...hehehe

today meeting at 5 pm...
he will be finishing werk at 7pm...
so have to wait lor at least an hour for him...
going to bike shop to pay his mthly installment...
early tis morning i told him
today no jalan2 straight back home...
i want my beauty sleep...
kick ure ass if u disturb me...

My eyes are getting worse...
yesterday was on m.c
sit at home...
wash all his clothes and tidy his room...
the whole day was with his nephew...
so funny and adorable seh....
he was back from hm around 8 plus...
so went to motor shop due to his kickstart...i dun knoe wat happen...but at the end he have to push start...wuhahaha
after motor shop seaching.....
straight to Kallang Leisure park...
Catch a movie...
Night At The Museum 2.....its way better than the first one...more comedy...
before the movie starts at 12 am...
we went to play bowling...wuhahaha
after that went to arcade...
fun fun fun.....
draw with 2-2...i am going to get u...i will sure win...bluekz...
and not to forget a bite in the ass...wuhahahah
today night shift and we happily had a midnight movie...
bangun muke semua bacin....

can't wait 4 my pay...
planning on taking the SINGAPORE FLYER....
HEHEHEHEH....

Gosh.....
early morning my supervisor called ask to come to werk...
i dare not pick up..i knoe sumthing must be wrong
get to knoe letchmi came late...
and becoz of her tomorrow meeting...
fuck rite....
and today kak ani on m.c
i was suppose to werk mid shift end up cover for her ass till 1 am...
plan was going catch a movie wit iswandy...
plan all went to drain...
iswandy is on m.c due to sore eyes...
and guess wat i got it too but not that bad...still can survive...
so no plan...me werking,iswandy went to play takraw
he and his crazy takraw....
my hand is full of bruises...
thankz to him...
than u so much i appreciate it...

one day i never eat...
waaaalllaaauuuu now i am darm hungry....
been missing hm lately...
but home make me think of that pak itam...
i jus wanna get rid of him and stay a happy life..
maybe i jus move to his place...
but pity mama and baba....
in one week its been only once i went home...
But i am happy staying wit him....
life is meaningful...
we have our goals...
slowly we will reach it...

if u stop all your nonsense...
everything will be right...

One thing i realise about us is that we like to take revenge...hehehe
funny of us...
when i call pak itam
days later he starts to call that witch...
but so sweet of him...
last few days had a fight and i jus walk off from his house..
guess wat he came running behind...
i was quite shocked...
i mean a guy like him....
went he talked abt his past i knoe his the ego type..
so i dun expect much of him...
yesterday he brought me around to see his past...
i was so curious...
i mean i never went to tis kind of places..
i am happy that he is willing to share his dark past wit me...
even we knew each other not long...
at least i knew sumthing abt his past...
i knoe people will talk behind me for sure...
like "nazirah skg gan budak ade tatoo,dulu gada2 skg dia plak"
but like i say i have to be prepare for all this...
its my decision so i have to face it..
i myself not sure if i am going to last long wit him...
since all my relationship is screwed up....
long relationship but end up seperated again and again...
sick and tired of it....with sumone nice but end up getting beaten up...
i trust iswandy won't hurt me...
our age rage is darm far..6 years different...
but he tend to be more matured...
knoe how life is...
and now he told me that he change for the better,...
so i trust him....but dun let the trust betrayed....
we will go true thick and thin together...
thank you for brighten up my days
after wat norradzmi did..u never fail to make me smile....
and the bst part was went we fight at werk...
i was so fustrated wit him due to werk wise...
but at the end of the day we were playing catching...
sweet kan....hehehe...

this is wat we do when nothing to do at werk...
sitting and blogging nonsence....wuhahhaa
okay werk is starting to get bz...chiozz

Yesterday was fun day...wuhahaha
after werk, me and cute guy went for his training at pasir ris...
omg he played so well...
i love it when he jumps high for the ball..
and of course he is the hottest among all...
wuhahahha.....
after takraw went to old hougang to have our late dinner...
after dinner straight home sweet home...

today..darm shack...
after werk straigth home...
badan sakit....semua sakit...
"awak mlm nie urut badan kite k" winkz...

So today plan was celebrating our onli mother in tis company...wuhahhaa
lechmi and i decided to buy cake and some pizza jus have a small celebration.
today mr cute guy not werking.
and for me 2morrow off day..
after werk plan was to go tekka wit letchmi to see her studio shot wit her bf..
but maybe not..depend on him..
will upload the pics for today....
winkz

Being having a very hard time wit norradzmi.
everything jus seems so wrong..
sun understand why.
i tried to be better.
but with my werk i jus can't commit myself like last time.
i knoe u tried to understand.
but when i finish late,u start to argue.
i am not werking alone but i have things at werk tat i need to do.
having a time off..
let jus settle and jus think for once...

So happy Mother's day mama..
i had nothing to buy for her so i jus called canadian..wuhahaha
wanted to eat pizza hut but than its darm bz and the delivery is over 2 hrs..goodness...

love is not to force but it comes naturally

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIS BEST FREN....YAZID

Yesterday went to his best fren birthday at ang mo kio...
they knew each other since small...
so me and iswandy brought him a small sisha thing..
its quite fun to see them together..i mean childhood bezfren is always good..
i wish i have one...
after the party head home...
and today i went for rebornding...
hahaha...
and now its not tat straight..
naik motor dia nye pasal la....
so today back to werk...