yesterday was a long day at the beach...
he had takraw family day...
after that straight werk...
so darm tired...
today stuck at werk again...
i feel fucking irritated...
i jus dun knoe y i feel this way...
maybe not enuff rest..
being darm lazy at werk..not picking up calls...
hahahaha....

suddenly i felt sumthing missing in my heart..
i jus can;t figure out what...
being thinking hard...
i jus miss sumone darm badly...

iswandy has been having bad mood...
due to...not sleeping well
and i am his victim of the anger...
fuck lah..
maybe i mish his mentell
maybe i miss him
maybe i miss us like last time
this few days has been fighting alot..
i knoe mostly is mine fault...hahaha
deserve it rite nazirah....

baby is currently sleeping....
and for me..aku nak tido tapi kalau tido confrem overshot..hahahah

wat topic ehkaku nak bring up...
ouh ok aku ingat...
pasal2 budak2 kecik zaman skg..
aku pun tak reti gan drg nie...
pragai budak2..
memang la drg budak2 tapi step kakak2..
aku nie nak jadi budak2 balik...
hahahha
two incident happen thats y i bring up this topic...

satu pasal si bekas balak ujang...
i know between u and ujang no more
ko add2 matair aku pat fb buat ape...
org da ignore sekali da la...nie add2 lagik...
aku pun sound la msg si pompoan tu jgn nak add2...
than aleh2 dia nak mengamok2 gan aku..
tak tentu pasal sak..aku pun blang ujang and he jus say buat bodo..
aku pun buat bodo coz aku pun malas nak layan budak kecik...
than she posted at her fb suro jantan2 kalau nampak porfile aku bleh fcuk...
haiz nie kan cari perhatian punye bende...
aku pun malas nak ckp la...

than another incident...
happen to kawan ujang....
pompoan da main blakang ko...
da tukar2 jantan ko masih terhegeh2//
aku tahu sayang tapi nie pasal maruah seh..
mane ko nak letak maruah seorang lelaki...
betul punye malu seh..
ko sorang lelaki da blang semua aib dia pt kawan2 ko than end up u are still with her,,,
aku pun tak paham la..
aku kalau pompoan mcm tu aku malas aje nak layan...
nie pompoan tu add2 ujang pat fb...
aku diam jek...
biase la aku skg da jadi penyabar la...
hahhaa
aku malas nak layan nie semua


aku tahu ujang setia gan aku..
allah hualam la belakang aku kan..
tapi aku percaye ujang...
aku pun tak tahu...
aku kadang2 rase aku tak layak jadi matair dia...
hahhaa
stupid kan aku...
tapi alhamdullalah...everything is smoothly between us...
aku percaye dgn kesabaran aku ddapat cinta dia...

hidup bukan mcm dulu lagi...
dulu aku gan dia keje
skg aku keje sorang...
so aku kene pandai bagi2 duit...
aku tahu dia gah stress skg...
aku kalau boleh pun tak nak pakse2 dia keje..
let him enjoy first.....
this mth pun aku tak kasi mama duit..
due to his birthday so aku nak pi holiday gan dia...
insyallah evrything goes smoothly...

and next mth kalau ade kelebihan nak kuarkan motor
coz our hari2 taxi is darm expensive seh...
haiz....
aku doa2 semua berjalan gan lancar....
amin

today i did one big mistake...wuhahaha
stupid seh...
syg i really dun mean it when i say awk tak de hasil...
i wanted u to at least help me out at hm...
i feel like i am missing life rith now...
everyday would be wake up and werk...
i am scared that u get bored with me....
yelah tak kuar tak spent time...
i am sorry to make your life bored...
haiz u suck naz...

its baby birthday tomorrow...
haiz no money..
feel so stuck up rite now...
i onli got my pay tomorrow night..
how to celebrate sia...
pity him...
i wanna make surprise but end up nothing...
so sorry baby...
we are quite tide now...
i promise u next week will be celebrating your birthday k cyg...
now at werk..
baby chill with muz...
working is darm bored...
can;t even apply leave due to stupid singapore open....
fcuk la...