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Thursday, October 30, 2008

Guess wat....YeSTERDAY ADZMI meet me at cwp hehehehe....so happy to meet him.....we watch movie at cwp around 9.45....we watch COFIN....guys plz dun watch tis lame movie,,,,u won't understand the story line....serious....its quit sary la but at the end of the show u won't get it wats the story is telling u...lame mo.....than saw karim,shyken and their frens at bns....smoke awhile wit karem....i was so mad at karem he did not even tell us tat the movie was lame....he watch it before us but forget to tell us tat the movie was boring...hahahah...than adzmi did not sent me back hm...sob sob sob...talk to him at phone....

quess wat....when i meet adzmi...he was like mysterios...i did not say anything la...than while going to buy the movie tickets...SUDDENLY...his phone rang..he receive a msg....the msg was from a very odd number...saying ''y so long never msg me,forget me isit'' but it was written in 'ko,aku'....i start to question him....i check his acct balance...WOW surprise....$10.18 left.... who the bloody hell top up for him.....i start to question him again.....he say maybe someone ACCIDENTLY topup for him...i hav no evidence so i keep quiet and accept his excuss...than i start to msg tat odd number...wow....ti my surprise it was NOR......but they say they were jus old time fwens....hahahahah...so i jus keep quiet la.....haizzz.....i believe him la....i jus say one simple thing....i trust you but dun ever let me find out myself and it will be all too late....
and the story end here and we continue happy happy...

TODAY,,,sit at hm mybe after adzmi werk meeting him...lets see wat happen tonight....hehehhee

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today i would not knoe if its the happiest or the saddest day....ask adzmi out to catch movie at couseway point wit my family but he say maybe...if he follow than its the happiest day if not boring...and it will be the onli movie i went without my bf....hur hur hur...lets pray hard tat he will meet me today......after movir maybe meeting nad if its not too late la....heheheh...will update later at night...pray for me aites

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Wednesday, October 29, 2008

hahahah...the whole day no news of mohamed norradzmi bin abdul rahman......best kan.......at around 9 plus at night than he called me......watever la.....went cwp wit my parents...had dinner at banquet....than went hm.....so darm boring...ask nad to kol a few days back but she did not kol...she must have forgotten about me....so sad.....i mean i would always call her ask her sumthing up but nowdays she dun even kol me at all....maybe i did sumthing wrong...tried to ask her but she say nothing....i jus dun want my relationship with her end up jus like manje.....i tried to say to her anything kol me but if i am always the one tat kol her nnt wat would people think....naz have no life always kol.....but the fact is i have no other fwens....hahahaha....dun knoe wanna cry or laught.....its like manje...i kol her asking if she's bz or not ..but a single kol back i did not receive and long after tat we last contact.....i am lazy when i tried to get close to someone but tat someone does'nt even remember me so i jus keep to myself lor....it happen to my bestfriend munirah than manje...hiazzz..... jus dun want it to happen again...but it happen again it means i am not the person who should have friends....

peace out.....
now everything depends on family

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Sunday, October 26, 2008

hey...okay here is one touching story.....jus now had a fight wit him so i went boon lay..my intention was to give him back his stuff...when i reach there he was at jurong point....waaaaallllaaa i was so mad....than waited for him around half and hour....he was with his best friend yan...so he went to me and i start shouting at him...hehehhe...throw all his stuff and walk away.....suddently i remembered tat my ez link is wit him so i walk back....saw him than dun knoe how...we start hugging...than back to normal...hahahahha ..funny rite....even its hard for me but have to accept for wat he is.....when we love sumone we have to accept their bad habits even how bad it is...no one is prefect....watever it is i will try my very best to adapt to his matrip behavior...i jus hate it...i love every single thing about him but one stupid habit can make our relationship break......

btw jus now otw back saw shahrul in the train.....talk cock abt his n.s life,.....hahahahha
bluek.....afraid of him going reservist.....hur hur hur

being fighting wit him for tis few day....dun know why.....jus darm small misunderstanding....he was darm rude to me...haiz matrip will always be matrip....sabar punye sabar..tak tahu sampai bile nak sabar....feel like giving up tapi sayang.....haiz tak tahu la.....fuck ah...y can't my relationship go smoothly....padahal with him aku da tak buat pragai seh....dun knoe la feel like going back to my old behavior but it will make tis worse.....feel lonely tis way...trying my best to teach him a lessson.....kalau asyik2 aku jek yg pujuk mcm mane kan.....sick and tired of it.....

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Tuesday, October 21, 2008

sorry bz la nak upload gambar...nazirah zainal was asking me for the pics....today morning at 7 jek went to adzmi house...than he had an interview at beach road so we head down to beach road and had luch than he went for his interview......gambar mayby tomorrow will upload it...sorry naz....bz la....today adzmi sleeping over my house so tak leh menggadap comp lame nah bising dia...hehehhe so tomorrow he werking i upload k k k....gtg...byezzzz...

btw raya outing was the best.......go guys......to bum thank u for being out driver...heheheh sian dia penat.....hahahha.....

winkzz

Thursday, October 16, 2008

YESTEDAY, meet adzmi at bo lay...stay over his place..had a great time wit him....watch his favourite movie "harold and kumar" the movie was so dump...and he like it so much..i reallly dun get it....like we watch movie once is enuff but for him if tat movie is funny ill watch it over and over again....hahahaha....stupid him....around 5 plus we went to jurong point wit his parents....eat at banquet than straight to ma house.....pla to meet nad at night but it was already 10 plus so decided not..later we reach there evryone going back again....hahahah so adzmi chill aronud at my house downloading music....bla bla bla around 11 plus he went back home.


Quess wat at banquet while taking for adzmi chili.....sumone called my name.....and do u knoe who...hahahaha...it was munirah...my long lost bestfriend....we were so close when i was still primary school...evrywhere we go together,....and dump me jus smile at her and walk off...hahaha she did ask me who i was here with...and i jus reply my boifren and say bye to her...biase la kate nazirah....i dun knoe i jus can't have tis long conversation wit sumone i never meet for a long time....like i meet fida at bazaar raye...i jus say hi and walk off....hahahha ....feel so awkward seh..even he or she is my closest bestfriend last time but i jus dun have the topic to talk to them..hahahha...silly me....tats wat adzmi say to me....am i tat bad...???no rite i meant even we used to be bestfriend but now its been 2 or 3 years we did not meet so wats the big deal..hahaha..nad always says wat if one day manje will to contact me back...i reply back to nad...i dun knoe wat to say....even if i saw mje at couseway point i jus smile and walk away...hahahah,,,tak kene gaye la....i very shy la....hahaha

okay btw today meeting adzmi at my house than at night meeting nad.....giving her the raye outing money...wallau its 20 buck per person...i am darm brooke...hahahah...told nad and nad say jus pay for me and adzmi maybe later la......so update later.....byezzz

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Wednesday, October 15, 2008

henderson waves

the beutiful scenery


tired of walking

the bridge



ToDay was darm tired day.....adzmi wanted to surprise me by bringing me somewhere tat is romentic....we did went there but with my brother,...darm wat romentic is tat...its around pasir panjang we walk at tis bridge...darm long bridge...but kinda romentic wit all the mother nature..than we walk towards henderson waves....the place was so nice.so romentic...so the place to realease stress.....so the aman.....than we walk to mount faber...chill at faber point...it was darm tiring.....i was like crying going up the stairs.....but at the end we had a great day....after chill at faber point we head back to henderson waves to see sunset...it was so nice....romentic...but my idiotic brother keep making noise so its not tat romentic anymore...haiz should not hav brought him in the first place.....around 8 plus we head home...we were darm tired....i was going to pengsan already...hahahaha.....but it was fun fun fun/.....

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