Gosh.....
early morning my supervisor called ask to come to werk...
i dare not pick up..i knoe sumthing must be wrong
get to knoe letchmi came late...
and becoz of her tomorrow meeting...
fuck rite....
and today kak ani on m.c
i was suppose to werk mid shift end up cover for her ass till 1 am...
plan was going catch a movie wit iswandy...
plan all went to drain...
iswandy is on m.c due to sore eyes...
and guess wat i got it too but not that bad...still can survive...
so no plan...me werking,iswandy went to play takraw
he and his crazy takraw....
my hand is full of bruises...
thankz to him...
than u so much i appreciate it...

one day i never eat...
waaaalllaaauuuu now i am darm hungry....
been missing hm lately...
but home make me think of that pak itam...
i jus wanna get rid of him and stay a happy life..
maybe i jus move to his place...
but pity mama and baba....
in one week its been only once i went home...
But i am happy staying wit him....
life is meaningful...
we have our goals...
slowly we will reach it...

if u stop all your nonsense...
everything will be right...

One thing i realise about us is that we like to take revenge...hehehe
funny of us...
when i call pak itam
days later he starts to call that witch...
but so sweet of him...
last few days had a fight and i jus walk off from his house..
guess wat he came running behind...
i was quite shocked...
i mean a guy like him....
went he talked abt his past i knoe his the ego type..
so i dun expect much of him...
yesterday he brought me around to see his past...
i was so curious...
i mean i never went to tis kind of places..
i am happy that he is willing to share his dark past wit me...
even we knew each other not long...
at least i knew sumthing abt his past...
i knoe people will talk behind me for sure...
like "nazirah skg gan budak ade tatoo,dulu gada2 skg dia plak"
but like i say i have to be prepare for all this...
its my decision so i have to face it..
i myself not sure if i am going to last long wit him...
since all my relationship is screwed up....
long relationship but end up seperated again and again...
sick and tired of it....with sumone nice but end up getting beaten up...
i trust iswandy won't hurt me...
our age rage is darm far..6 years different...
but he tend to be more matured...
knoe how life is...
and now he told me that he change for the better,...
so i trust him....but dun let the trust betrayed....
we will go true thick and thin together...
thank you for brighten up my days
after wat norradzmi did..u never fail to make me smile....
and the bst part was went we fight at werk...
i was so fustrated wit him due to werk wise...
but at the end of the day we were playing catching...
sweet kan....hehehe...

this is wat we do when nothing to do at werk...
sitting and blogging nonsence....wuhahhaa
okay werk is starting to get bz...chiozz